it has been awhile since i have updated my post..church camp is over..time to return back to reality and to face more challenges..but i even started to face it even before i reach home from the trip. so fast lah!! mm.guess my heart's bleeding now..dun ask me y cox i wun tell..maybe my recent lost of appetite is due to tis?? i was happy initially tat i lost a few kg suddenly cox i nv successfully lose tat much before..haha.but now, come to think of y i have lost.. im afraid it will become my comfort zone. i noe im not ready yet unknowingly i sank deeper.. its different tis time. de time set is not long yet it isnt tat short. u say u'll wait..and my answer to u is i'll wait also. alot of things i wanna say to u yet there is no chance to say..even de last thing i wanna do cant even be fulfilled. i can laugh crazily outside but im crying on de inside. it feels terrible. all i can say is.. hang on.25 more days to my new life. 15 more days to go.Labels: God, take my pain far far away.