<body>


ineedahug.
honey, everyone does.

Navigations are at the top

ABOUT {what i've}
LINKS {been looking for}
TAG {all this time}

bold italic underline link

Monday, November 26, 2007
23:54

tis one week plus i've been struggling to face my past and everything..many things which i hate to rmb seem to come back continuously. tears keep flowing cox of current situations and past hurts and fears.also noe tat wat is my strongest weakness tat caused me not being able to keep moving forward all these yrs. when all things r back is surely painful..but i noe tat God is telling mi not to run anymore nor ignore it..even to de extend of numbing myself..tis is de limit i can take..anymore i'll fall..i really hope tat tis coming mission trip will help mi to shed my old self and mould a new me.dun wan my first mission trip to jux come and go..haha.building of de tabunacle is de one thing i realize how preveiledge r we to be in de prescence of God. now i fully understand y some ppl jux keep saying those sentences and keep reminding us of de tabunacle.

someppl told me some stuffs which encourages mi alot.thanks. but tis illustration is de most awesome one:
when u fail God, u wun worry tat u'll hab to start all over again. jux like a baby, when he falls along de way, his dad will run over to him to pick him up, dust de dirts off him and encourage him tat he's doing fine and let him cont on walking..de dad wun drag him back to de starting point and say, "since u fall on de way,u'll hab to start all over again." de same wid our walk wid de Lord. when we fall, we dun not need to be ashamed nor worry tat everything needs to start all over again. cox God love us wid an unconditional love..even before He can hurt us..we've already hurt Him deeply.

all i can say now is: I love my Heavenly Father so much. ^.^